Saturday, 25 May 2013

Because love, love is never finished.

I don't wanna lose you now, I'm looking right at the other half of me


"One of the greatest gifts of God: 
The people in our lives,
who accept,
and love,
the whole us-
not just the parts that glimmer."

[Yasmin Mogahed]



: 25th May 2013.
: 10.00 a.m.
: Penang, Malaysia.
: Goodbye dear friends; my beloved comrades. Thank you for everything.
Till we meet again, insyaAllah :)

Thursday, 23 May 2013

If things are out of order, make it part of a surprise.

I know I'm tough enough





......................

I went into the empty class this morning, alone. I wrote something on the board. Something that I had in my heart for such a long time. Something that I wanted to say to my dear comrades all these while. Something that I really meant to say from the bottom of my heart. 

You know what else I did?

I sat down in that empty class alone, re-visualising all the havoc moments, the arguments, the presentations, the photography sessions and the preparations for every occasions that were once happened in that empty class. The class that we loved to stay for the air-conditioner but also the same class that we hated to go for the never-ending workloads. 



: 23rd May 2013.
: 10.30 p.m.
: Kelantan, Malaysia.
: Something was wrong with my car tyre and I went to change it.

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

Forgive people so that Allah will forgive you.

Di matamu, ku berharga



Oh dearest, we've got miles to go 
(more work to do) 
before we sleep.

........................

People judge because they don't understand.



: 15th May 2013.
: 11.00 p.m.
: Kelantan, Malaysia.
: Comrades, the ending is near. But before that, let's do more work! :P

Monday, 13 May 2013

Supermom. Supermak.

Everyday I love you [Boyzone]




Dear Mak,

Happy Birthdayyyyy and Happy Mother's Dayyyyy! :)
You know that despite what, I love you.
If you don't know, yes, I do love you.



: 13th May 2013.
: 07.21 p.m.
: Kelantan, Malaysia.
: I just can't think of anything to give except prayers and more prayers.
May Allah bless you and protect you and grant you with more strength and patience.
You are the most patient woman I have ever met.

Literally just a few more days. A few more days.

You left me praying for a single drop of rain oh


This is the monologue that I had once upon a time in a relief class during the Practicum period.


Wow, 10 minutes have just passed? Why so slow?
20 minutes in this class is like a 2 hours of war.
You're right, the boys are playing with the stick of the chair.
They are noisy, but at least they are not fighting.
Most of them resorted to sleeping which is good.
I just don't feel like shouting or saying anything.
I will just look at them and pretend that I write their names. I use this method a lot you see.
It's until time before they realise that my method is just a mere pretense. 
Oh wow, alhamdulillah, finally the bell rings! 
  
............................................................

This is the monologue that I had once upon a time in a kayak during the BIG programme.



Oh no, my partner looks unreliable.
I guess I just have to paddle like there's no tomorrow!
No, no, let me get that paddle on my own! Oh well, since he took it for me, oh well, thanks.
Hey, he is not that bad.
I guess I can just say that I do not know how to kayak ahhaha.
It's too hottttttt. Oh sun, why nowwwwww.
Hurry hurry, paddle paddleeeee I cannot take this hot heat.
Oh wait, I can see the land now yehuuuuuu.
Oh wow, alhamdulillah, finally we made it!


: 13th May 2013.
: 07.17 p.m.
: Kelantan, Malaysia.
: Sad and gloomy. In need of positive vibes. Hey you, look!
At the end of the day you will say "Oh wow, alhamdulillah, finally I made it!"
Just you wait and see. He will not burden you more than you can bear.