There he is, making my screen fills with rainbows.

Secret Love Song

"There are two types of beauty. The one that smacks you across the face and is plastered on magazine covers. And then there's type that grows on you. The one you don't expect. The one that poets and authors write about, the eternal kind."

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"I enjoy talking to you. Your mind appeals to me."

[George Orwell]

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Jeli; despite the lack of entertainment (malls and good eating places that is for me) has a lot of positive things to offer. The nature, the animals and errr the nature. However, the downside of being in Jeli is that the phone line and the internet connection are not thaaaaaat good. Seriously, if you have the experience of being on the phone with me, you will know what am I talking about. Okay, I don't want to talk about that in particular err but yeahh, yes the internet connection just sucks. Forgive me for my language.

That explains why I don't really like to follow the newest drama series as it is sooooooo difficult for me to download the episodes here. Remember Descendants of the Sun? Yeahh that famous Korean drama months ago. I haven't got the chance to watch even one episode of it, you see. I had to ask my brother to download it for me. However, I didn't really feel the urge to watch it right there and then at that time since well, Joong Ki is not my ultimate bias or anything. So, until now I don't really have any idea of that drama. Still, I know the OST (thanks to Xiah Junsu ahhaha).

Nonetheless, recently a new drama has just started. Well, I would not give a d**n (forgive me for my language again) about it until....until I got to know that my Lee Jong Suk is the main character of that drama. Why? Seriously whyyyyyyy? Why can't you guys wait until it is school holidays here in Malaysia? Whyyyyyyyyy?

So, I ended up watching the drama in school whenever I'm free using the school wifi. This is not a good example, dear readers. Don't slack off during your work okay? I should put all the blame on Lee Jong Suk. Aishhh, what have you done to me? You and your make-my-screen-fills-with-rainbows smiles. Aishhh.

See this Lee Jong Suk. Aishh I feel like slapping him. Aishh.

: 11th August 2016.

: 9.12 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Two of my students were suspected of bringing illegal things

to the SPM camp last week at one of the schools in Jeli.

As their class teacher, I felt both aggravated and disappointed.

Why? Of all times, why now? Of all things, why that?

I didn't mean to scare anyone.

And if you like going places we can't even pronounce [One Direction]

“The resemblance is uncanny,” he stages a whisper but waves at his daughter. 

“You dressed her in her judo uniform to come to ballet class,” Rachel deadpans, futile anger and disbelief simmering under a tight expression. 

....................

This is me every single time I find a love letter in the class.

...................

I finally found the online stories with my newest pairing. Stories between an ice queen and a ruthless heir. Yeah, I am into that type of characters now. Blame that online story that I have been waiting for since March last year. I think someone should go and find the author. She can't leave that story hanging. I need to see the end of those two stubborn yet adorable characters. Meanwhile, let me read the interesting banter between that ice queen and ruthless heir. Aishh, such a childish pair yet so alluringly dangerous. Aishh.

: 24th January 2016.

: 11.05 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I found a love letter today. In my Form 1 class. Aishh, kids nowadays.

That hairstyle, though.

Pavane for the Dead Princess [piano]

"Of course, she must be sleeping, sleeping deeply, wrapped in the darkness of that strange little world of hers."

-Haruki Murakami

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Last night, after so many nights of watching English movies, I started to watch a Korean drama series. I decided to watch that drama because of the main actor but along the process, I am falling for the second lead actor. Am I suffering from the second lead syndrome? Oh my.

"Your heart. Don't give your whole heart. Leave some of it." 

[Chang Soo, High Society]

And after watching 9 episodes of that drama, I couldn't care less about the main leads and the plot. I continued to watch just because of that second lead actor. Oh, he is not that handsome or what, but he kinda grew on me. I guess it must have something to do with the character. You know, a chaebol who is also a player but ends up falling for a commoner and yet finds it hard to put in effort for true love. Sounds familiar, eh? Yeah, you got it right. His character is almost similar with that Boys Over Flower's So Yi Jung. He is one of the characters in Kdrama land whom I find so interesting to watch. Why oh why on earth I find such characters interesting? I shouldn't. In real life, such rich players won't even fall for commoners and even if they do, they won't change that much. Oh these fictional characters; they are so frustratingly alluring to me ohhhhh whyyyyy.

Ehhh, why does he look like my Shim Changmin here? Oh my eyes.

....................

"I do not miss childhood, but I miss the way I took pleasure in small things, even as greater things crumbled. I could not control the world I was in, could not walk away from things or people or moments that hurt, but I took joy in the things that made me happy."

-Neil Gailman.

: 9th January 2016.

: 4.50 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Today is a battle of laziness and house chores.

Thank God for the strength to get up from my bed and do laundry.

That messy look caught my attention.

Found You [Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST]

"I fell in love with you on a bleak rainy day

because you pointed to the sun

when all I saw were dark clouds."

....................

It wasn't a waste of time

if you learned something.

....................

"I hope one day 

someone asks you

about him

and you laugh

instead of feeling

a double edged

dagger on your chest."

.....................

In my history of watching drama, I have watched two sageuk (Korean historical drama) series just because of him. Why? Because I find that he looks much more charming and way more attractive being messy and wearing the traditional Korean clothes. Yeah, I know my definition of charming is weird but hey, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, right?  

And guess what, a new sageuk drama series is currently aired with him in it.  But that drama has 50 episodes! Arghhhh that's a lot of episodes I tell ya. Should I or should I not? Aishhh, this rebellious namja. Aishhh.

: 19th November 2015.

: 10.20 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Today, at school, a teacher suddenly asked me a question
and persistently wanted me to answer it.

I ended up feeling bad for lying.
But you will too if you are in my shoes.

Let me fangirl for a while.

Why did you come? 
Where were you?

It seems like it’s a bit late 
but we finally meet

Do you believe in love?

Is this fate?

I keep hearing sweet words

You’re smiling in front of me,

I tightly hold your hand next to you

I look at you with eyes overflowing with love

A song automatically comes out

with my especially light steps. 
Is it because

it resembles you? 
This melody is beautiful

Why do I keep smiling?

Why do I keep looking at my phone?

People around me keep saying that I changed

Why am I like this?

Why do I keep thinking of you?

I guess the love I dreamed of is you

Why did you come now?

Why Did You Come Now- I Hear Your Voice OST [Jung Yup]

.....................

Seriously, what should I do to keep him away from my heart?

I feel like keeping him in my pocket. Aishhh.

This is getting out of hand now.

: 7th November 2015.

: 10.30 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: How can he look so cute when he is at the same age as me?
And how can he just enter my heart without my permission?
I guess I am crazy now. I should get a grip of my life.

My heart goes dugeun dugeun.

Because of you, this heart of mine goes thump thump [Sunny Hill]

It was the same day like any other. The weather was unpredictable and I was mentally tired after long hours in the school. My body felt exhausted, too exhausted beyond words. Ironically, my mind was wide awake. I planned for a short nap (yeah right), however, no matter how well I plan, He is indeed the best planner. I lay on my bed, forcing my eyes to shut so that I could get a nap. I tossed on the bed, lulling myself to sleep. To my dismay, I couldn't fall asleep. 

So, instead of wasting my time trying to get a nap, I switched on my laptop. What should I watch today, I wonder. A new drama series? Or one random episode of Running Man? I just couldn't decide. After some time passed, I chose the latter instead of the former. Great. Now, which episode? Which guest should I watch? Hurm, Lee Dong Wook? Watched him already. Ji Sung? Yeah, watched him twice. Kim So Hyun? Hurm, not today. Ahhhh, Lee Jong Suk! I haven't watched him since his latest drama Pinocchio early this year. Ahhhhh, Lee Jong Suk and that boyish smiles. I guess Lee Jong Suk will do.

And, after an hour watching him with Song Ji Hyo trying to accomplish the Secret Couple mission in Running Man Episode 181, I find myself browsing through his videos; from Running Man episode to his drama series. 

 I seriously like the background song they use for every interaction that these two have.

And without me realising it, I have finished watching Pinocchio (again) and Doctor Stranger (urgh that drama was such a flop, I only watched his part) and now I am watching I Hear Your Voice. 

One thing about this namja is his smitten smiles. Aishhh I have such a soft spot for that kind of smiles. Of course Gong Yoo has the best smitten smiles (for me) but every time Lee Jong Suk smiles, I feel like my screen is literally exploding with rainbows and unicorns. Aishhh this namja. What spell have you put on me?

Look at how this smile is invading my train of thoughts these few days.

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"The people who left you did not understand how to love you. 

This does not mean you are unloveable. 

It means not everyone is equipped to handle the extraordinary."

......................

We mature with the damage,

not with the years.

: 5th November 2015.

: 6.50 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Seriously Lee Jong Suk is not my type,

but why he is now in my heart?

Get a grip dear heart. Wake up!

How reminiscing actually works.

Doushiteeeeeeeee [Tohoshinki]

"The earliest memories of me are the ones that I remember the most. I cannot recall what happened to me six months ago, let alone two weeks ago. As time passes, pieces and traces of a memoir are slowly recollecting; while things that are happening in this brief now are being recaptured, then forgotten, and finally, retraced."

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This guy reminds me of kani.

Kani= crab.

The best thing of watching this guy in the Japanese shows is the food that he ate.

Tonkutsu ramen? Sushi zanmai? Takoyaki? Kani? 

Urghhh, what a tease. I want fooooooood!

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I know that I always write about past memories-- my longing for the past; however, no matter how I tried so hard not to think of the past memories, I just could not stop doing that. And today, out of all the old videos I have in my collection, I decided to watch Tohoshinki's Japanese shows. I don't know why but after I reached home from school, I suddenly had this urge to watch them speaking Japanese, so yeah, that led to me being a bit emotional reminiscing the old times. Maybe I had enough of listening to English and Kelantanese dialect, I supposed. Ahhaha. But watching them makes me think of the times when I followed them and the times when I was an active member of the fandom. 

After the fandom has been split into two (ohh the drama I still remember ohhhh the drama of the year ahhaha), I find that it is hard for me to keep up with the fandom(s) anymore. I am no longer active in following that mismatched eyes now (I don't even watch the drama he is in ahhaaa sorry dear) and I guess that makes me feel a bit melancholic and guilty? (maybe but not really oppssss e he he he). With three of them are in the military now and this mismatched eyes will soon follow their footsteps, I guess there is nothing in store for me at the moment. And to tell you the truth, it doesn't feel the same anymore. Time does change people's hearts, huh? My heart to be exact. Plus, work and life have finally caught up with me. Not that I'm complaining though. Life has to go on, right people? Move along move along now.

: 13th September 2015.

: 9.55 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I find it cute to watch them struggling to find the right words in Japanese.

I understand that struggle so much.

The struggle of learning the second language.

Rare commodities these days.

She wears a heart that can melt my own

It was almost 4 years ago when I was so caught up with the youngsters' trend of spazzing and drooling over pretty face handsome Kpop artists and Korean actors. At that time, the world was taken by a storm by the presence of Kpop and Kdrama industry. Just name it, who doesn't know Runningman, Nobody Nobody but chuuuuu~, colourful tight jeans (I am looking at you SNSD) and Oppa Gangnam Style (urgh I hate that song oppsss sorry PSY). 

At that time, as I was also one of the girls whose hearts are easily captured with handsome faces and dazzling smiles, I was hooked with both Kpop and Kdrama. I know some of you might puke reading those words because I know that you guys (especially guys) hate the mention of the words. Well, whateverrrr. Ahhaha. Due to that, I was so into such entertainment at that time (and still now actually but not that often anymore, thanks to work demands and my body's demands of more sleep). I would stay up until late at night (neglecting my assignments and all) to search for any new dramas, new variety shows, new songs, new MVs and even read anything related to them. I even signed up for certain online communities to keep up and be on board with the fandoms. See, how unhealthy my obsession was at that time. But despite the unhealthy obsession, I got to admit that I have met a lot of new, kind and interesting people along the way. I have made new friends from a lot of places; friends that I never knew their real names yet we share the same unhealthy obsession and thoughts on certain issues in life. I am so blessed having to know them especially during those dark days I went through.

Even so, at this very moment, out of all the fandoms that I joined, there is only one fandom that I still follow. And ironically, it is not a fandom for any Kpop artists that I used to spend hours watching their MVs and variety shows, but rather a fandom for my most favourite pairing in Kdrama world. For those who know me, they will definitely know which pairing I am referring to. 

And in this pairing fandom, my fandom mates (oh my that sounds so weird) decided to just write stories using their characters instead of stalking them in the real world. And here I am, drowning in one of the most awesome, well-written stories that I have ever read. But the problem is, the writer will only update the story once in a blue moon. When I said once in a blue moon, it is really a blue moon. I have been waiting for three months for an update and tell you what, it is worth waiting for. Because when the update is finally there, it never fails to make me smile and grin like a Cheshire cat in Alice in Wonderland. Thank youuuuuu author-nim for the story. I love you to the moon and back! But please, not for another three months, pretty pleaseeeeeeee.

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“Go easy on him,” she said a few seconds later.  

“You think I should?  Even though he made his mother cry by throwing a tantrum  like a five years old?”  

“The damage was already done and he doubtlessly felt terrible about it.  But of all  the places he could go, he came here.  To see you.  It seems to me that he trusts  you.  Hence, go easy on him.  Trust is a fragile thing.”

T/N: This is taken from the awesome story I told you about. I've replaced the characters' names by changing them to the italic words. Why? Because I don't want you to find the fandom merely for your curiosity. Only their fans deserve to read it (yeahhh I am possessive like that ahahha :p )

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: 25th June 2015.

: 11.20 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I know I should do something beneficial,

but hey, isn't reading is one of the beneficial activities?

Feeling down? Find your eye candy. Eh.

Overdose [EXO]

Things are getting tougher these days. As I am writing this, the light in my room is blinking. Non-stop. My head hurts after going to the Physics workshop for hours. My stomach is grumbling but I can't eat in the dark. My patience is wearing thin. Urgh. 

Even so, there are still many good things happening in my life. For example, this cutie pie that I've been looking at for a couple of days. 

Meet my very own Hitsugaya Toushiro in person. The one with blonde coloured hair.

Oh well, at least for me he looks like Hitsugaya. He he he he he *creepy laugh*

I think that maknae really looks like this guys, ahahahahahha *laugh crazily*  Oh nooo, what has Physics done to me? Ohh nooo. Someone please save meeeeeee.

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"Knowing 

your own darkness

is the best method 

for dealing with

the darknesses 

of other people." 

-Carl Jung

.....................

: 24th February 2015.

: 8.45 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Someone said I need a 'penyejuk hati'.

I know she meant a person as penyejuk hati.

But all I can think is an air-conditioned room.

Aha aha aha aha ahaaa *awkward laugh*

My book crush 1: Peeta Mellark.

Across the Universe [Fiona Apple]

“You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real," he whispers. 

"Real," I answer. "Because that's what you and I do, protect each other.”  

― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

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“That what I need to survive is not Gale's fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire myself. What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that.” 

So after, when he whispers, "You love me. Real or not real?" I tell him "Real.” 

― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

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I have been reading The Hunger Games trilogy these past few days. Actually, I have read errrrrr like a third of the first book; Hunger Games loooonggg time ago but since work and other things had me preoccupied, I forgot to continue reading the book.

After I suddenly remembered about Peeta Mellark last Thursday (oh well, I don't know why my brain suddenly thought about Peeta Mellark), I decided to spend my free time (yeah, free la sangat kan), reading the book. Oh my, after I finished reading both Hunger Games and Catching Fire, I think I have a crush on Peeta Mellark more than any other fictional characters that I have read so far. This is bad. This is bad.

: 8th November 2014.

: 8.35 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: My housemate has finally got her 'baby'~

His name is Alex James Wilson. He he he.

Can't wait to see the baby.

If you ask me, I still have him in my heart.

Because I miss you [Jung Yonghwa]

Hey boy.

You got me at that stare.

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Fill your bowl to the brim,

And it will spill. 

Keep sharpening your knife, 

And it will blunt.

Chase after money and security,

And your heart will never unclench.

Care about people’s approval, 

And you will be their prisoner.

Do your work, then step back.

The only path to serenity.

- Tao Te Ching

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: 14th October 2014.

: 10.00 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I have been watching my mismatched eyes again.

I just noticed how he looked so young and unsure about everything years ago.

The mismatched eyes that I know now is nowhere near that anymore.

See how he looked so professional hugging girls? Can you hug me too? *gedik betul

Rude.

November Rain [David Garrett]

My heart is so small

it’s almost invisible.

How can You place

such big sorrows in it?

“Look,” He answered,

“your eyes are even smaller,

yet they behold the world.

........................

But time is like the ocean,

you can only hold a little in your hands.

........................

Hey you.

Where do you think you are going? 

Running away from all this mess?

If yes, please take me too.

Pretty please.

: 12th October 2014.

: 10.59 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: One teacher cried. And a few more. In their hearts.

And here I am, suddenly thinking of the old times.

How is my mismatched eyes, I wonder. I hope you are doing fine.

"Elementary, my dear Watson."

[Violin played]

"How often have I said to you that 

when you have eliminated the impossible, 

whatever remains, 

however improbable, 

must be the truth?"

[The Sign of Four, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle]

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Since I was in my early teenage years, I have been a fan to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's Sherlock Holmes. I love the adventures that this fictional 'consulting detective' had with his best friend, Dr Watson. I still remember how excited I was upon finding the books of this Holmes. At that time, I was more than willing to cycle for quite a distance just to go to a not-so-near library and read all the books. Not just that. I even had a notebook to write the synopsis of all the adventures. I wrote the year of each case and I even tried to decipher the codes that are featured in the adventures. Oh, how extremely obsessed I was with this detective stories. 

And unfortunately, though people said that through time such obsession will fade away, in my case, it didn't. One fine day, while I was wandering in the land of Tumblr, I found a few screencaps of a BBC drama series entitled 'Sherlock'. To tell you the truth, upon knowing the existence of this drama series, I had tried my best to stay away from this Sherlock. You know, I don't really prefer watching drama series which are adapted from books or novels but hey, curiosity finally gets the best of me. I watched this drama series like two weeks ago and here I am, totally in love with it. 

Why, why on earth did they ever think of doing this type of drama series? Whyyyyy? Oh, I fall in love with Sherlock again and again. 

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There is this one person whose randomness I can't comprehend.

: 20th April 2014.

: 10.00 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Oh my, one more episode and tadaaaa...

I have watched all three seasons of Sherlock. 

You are my caramel macchiato.

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Today is my (amboihh possessive ;p ) mismatched eyes' birthday. Honestly, it has been a while since I last watched anything related to him. I even forgot that his birthday is today, until I suddenly had the strange urge to check one website that I used to visit almost every day a few years ago. It has been more than a year since I last visited the website. Oh, just imagine the memories and the feelsssss ( like one of my dear friends used to say-- the feelsssss) that came through me the moment I looked through the old posts in the website. 

And with such memories and feelssss, I ended up watching almost all videos of him from year 2008. I just can't believe I have been liking this guy for that long. And even though I said to my friends and myself that I have moved on, the truth is; he is always in my heart. Why? Because he is not just my bias, he is also one of the memories that colours my past; my years of growing up.

Happy birthday, my dear Shim Changmin. I might not follow you like before, but please continue smiling and make people around you smile; just like how you used to make me smile in those years. 

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If I had a star for every time you brightened my day,

I’d have a galaxy in my hand.

: 18th February 2014.

: 11.50 p.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: Shim Changmin is my first bias. 

Just like how your first love stays in your heart, he stays in my heart.
Amboihhh, ayat nak yang dramatik saja hewhewhew ;p

Mismatched eyes, you are getting old now.

You're my sunshine after the rain

Dear mismatched eyes,  

You give really poor fan service. You’re blunt and honest to the point that it seems as though you’re being really mean to your fans. You insult others for smiling too much to the fans. You don’t like hugs and you scold your fans who think you are handsome. What is wrong with you?! Then again, what is wrong with me?! I actually feel drawn towards you even though you make no effort to win over fans. Urgh. I need to get away from you. Real fast. Or else...

By the way, I forgot to tell you this. Happy birthday, you blunt, snarky mismatched eyes. You seem to enjoy yourself too much, thinking that no matter what I will continue loving you. Oh, you are wrong. I have my own life, why on earth would I spend my time watching you? And how many times have I told you that you are just soooo delusional. And ignorant. Heh. Happy birthday and stay away from my life! 

And oh, one more thing. Please stop buying all those expensive watches. It's bad for the economy. And my health. Believe me, it is. Urgh, from Glam Rock to Audemars Piguet. I know it's your money, but stop it. I warn you!

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."

No, no, no. You are definitely not my sunshine.

You're just my other definition of undefined storm.

: 18th February 2012.

: 00.10 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Time is ticking. Now look at how I've just spent my time.
I need to do my work! Stop distracting me, mismatched eyes.
Stay away from me, stay away! Or should I just close all the tabs about you?

Please cut your hair.

Will loving be the crime? Or, the suffering be the punishment?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle." 

- in Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

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My dear mismatched eyes, 

I know you think having a long hair looks cool, especially when you get the chance to flip your hair sexily in front of thousands of fangirls, but dear love, I think if you cut it shorter, you will look as hot as no one can ever be. Oh no, no, no. I'm not saying you don't look cool, you do, pabo, but it's kinda hard to see your handsome face when your hair is covering it. Believe me, dear. Just cut your hair please.

Sincerely, 

Your love fan.

Enough of hair flipping, Mr.

: 30th December 2011.

: 05.40 p.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: If it's not meant to be, then it's not meant to be.

Believe in Him. He knows better.

Eight winters ago.

If a red balloon flies in the sky, my heart remembers beautiful memories

"Everything has a beginning and we started with a hug." 

"Memories are what warm you up from the inside,

but they are also what tear you apart."

: 26th December 2011.

: 00.37 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Eight years of happiness, sorrow and love.
There's no use in telling anyone, because they won't understand.
Happy 8th anniversary. Just be strong, five of you. And me.

Asu wa kuru kara.

When the rain falls, I'll be the umbrella that covers you

When the wind blows, I'll be the wall that shields you

And however deep the dark of night,

Tomorrow will surely come

I want to tell only you

That tomorrow will surely come

..............

You have remained the child, always joking around and cheering everyone up with your personality, full of humility, looking at life positively, full of opportunities and no regrets.

You have remained the strong man, living through so many obstacles, so many troubles, but have continued to live with passion in everything you do, putting on the brightest, fatal smile and making your loud, obnoxious laugh heard in the darkest of times.

Happy birthday, dear cute dolphin boy.

: 15th December 2011.

: 02.50 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Hanataba? Habatana? Tanabata?
Oh, need to watch that again.

Eye candy.

Chajatta nae sarang

: 30th May 2011.

: 11.08 p.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Oh, my eyes.

How can you be messy and charm your way into my guarded heart?

Happy Birthday my dear love!

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？

To: My cutest mismatched eyes,

Happy 23rd Birthday!

Please stay strong and happy,
no matter what life brings you.

And please, don't forget to eat healthily dear,
you are getting thinner and it saddens me.
Really.


And dear, please don't forget to smile like you used to.
Things might get hard on you sometimes,
but please bear in mind dear,
you have me, you know you always do.


Just don't forget to smile, will 'ya?
Your smiles are what keep me going everyday.

From: A girl who wants nothing but your precious smiles.

: 18th February 2011.

: 00.00 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.
: You and crabs (=_=)