L, Near and Mello.

Sudah cukup cukup sudah

"There is a relationship between taking the Quran in your heart and fasting. 

Your body will starve and your soul will feed." 

[Nouman Ali Khan]

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Dear friend, things are tough nowadays. I know at tough times like these most of us will stumble and collapse, but I also know that eventually, we will stand and walk again. Why? Because He is always with us, even if we forget about Him. Hugs and prayers for you, you, you and me. May Allah make us strong in this tough yet blessed month of Ramadhan.

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Situasi biasa semasa sahur. Ahha.

: 28th July 2012.

: 03.05 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: I have been watching Death Note anime series for quite some time now. 
I know that L will die sometime in the series, but even though I see it coming, I still can't stop the tears.

Standing still.

Those today is better than yesterday is fortunate, 

those whose today is as same as yesterday is loss, 

those whose today is worse than yesterday is infernal.

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The world can be a cruel place, but all it takes is for people to care for one another 

to make all the difference.

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Salam Ramadhan buat sahabat-sahabat semua.
Kuat semuanya insyaAllah. Doakan.

: 24th July 2012.

: 06.25 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: I'm sorry that I'm sometimes not good enough.

Thousand Paper Cranes.

Death Note OST

According to a Japanese legend, one who created a thousand origami cranes would then be granted a wish. 

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Oh Allah, The Most Powerful and The All-Loving, please help us and guide us. 

: 18th July 2012.

: 12.58 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: Have you ever read a story about Sadako and the Thousand Paper Cranes?

Maybe it's a sickness, or maybe it's a craziness.

Alhamdulillah, praise be upon Allah, for I am already here, safe and sound in my old college. I have one more year here, insyaAllah, and throughout this one year, I will definitely need a lot of prayers, warm hugs and smiles from all of you. Yes, you. To be honest, this is the first time I am able to go online. Well, the internet connection here is rather slow and erm, well, how should I put this nicely...erm, rather patience-testing kind of thing.

It's rather lonely to be staying with a total stranger, in comparison with friends of five years. Oh yeah, happy 5th anniversary dear friends. You know who you are. Wow, five years. Five freaking years. How can I not be lonely and incomplete without you guys here with me, at this very moment. Why, why are we in different blocks? Whyyyyyyyyyy? Okay, get a grip please. I miss you guys. I miss the times we spent together. Both here in the same college long time ago and in the U.K. Oh, and I miss those friends far away at East Malaysia. Guys, do you miss me? Please say you do. I know I haven't been able to spend much time and create a lot of memories with you guys, but please say I mean something in your life, please. Okay, why do I sound so desperate? Ahha. A ha ha haa.

Okay. I'm homesick. Oh well, I know you guys too. Maybe that's why I just couldn't eat that much. Dear you, sorry for bothering you with my text messages, saying nonsense things and complaining my loss of appetite just like a baby. Maybe because of homesick, just like you said. But, honestly, I haven't eaten that much since my homecoming a month ago. So, is it really homesick that makes me like this? Maybe not. Oh gosh, I don't know. Maybe I should just watch the Japanese drama series just to fight this feeling off. Oh, I don't know. I just, don't know. Maybe I feel too many, way too many. Maybe. Maybe that's why I just can't properly feel the food. Maybe. Oh well, maybe I'm just going crazy. Figuratively. I hope not literally. Please, do pray for me. Thank you.

: 16th July 2012.

: 09.13 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: I feel a bit relieved, being able to write something down here.

We found him frozen in front of our house.

Not the least hard thing to bear when they go from us, these quiet friends, 

is that they carry away with them so many years of our own lives. 

[John Galsworthy]

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Many who have spent a lifetime in it can tell us less of love 

than the child that lost a dog yesterday.

[Thornton Wilder]

: 6th July 2012.

: 11.45 p.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: One of the cats just died, so does a part of our souls.