Bad habits vs Good habits

"I want you to consider what bad mental habits are holding you back,
what unhealthy beliefs are keeping you from being as mentally strong as you could be,
what one small step you could take, right here, right now."

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Let us learn to:

• complain less about anything
• try our best to not envy others for their blessings
• try our best to self-love
• try not to magnify our misfortunes
• not let other people control us and our decisions
• try not to feel like the world owe us something

: 4th November 2016.

: 9.10 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Hey, let's do something good today. Like?

Cooking something new, come onnn :)

Be grateful for who you are

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Before you go to sleep:

1. Wudhu'
2. Dust bedding 
3. Recite al-Mulk (if possible)
4. Recite Ayat Al-Kursi
5. Zikr
6. Check your alarm for Fajr prayer
7. Shahadah
8. Sleeping prayer
9. Be on your right side
10. Clean heart
11. Forgive and forget

The list may look so long and tedious, but once you get used to it, you will be more at peace (?). Oh well, no. 1, no. 2, no. 4, no. 6 and no. 7 as well as no. 8 are a routine now. Just need to improve on no. 3 and errrr no. 10 and 11. I need to learn to clean my heart, forgive and forget. Easy said than done, but no harm in trying hard right? So, sleep well, dear.

: 14th July 2016.

: 10.45 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I miss fasting, isn't it weird?

It's all about the perspective, really.

We tend to see things from our own perspectives, don't we?

: 24th December 2015.

: 11.54 p.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: I am seriously in need of a good ear and a shoulder to lean on.

You can't claim to love Allah and not remember him all of the time. Love affects the heart and mind.

 Concrete Wall [Zee Avi]

"If you could stand in someone else's shoes,
hear what they hear,
see what they see,
feel what they feel,
would you treat them differently?"

 : 12th November 2013.

: 10.35 a.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: The sky is crying and so does the dog near the house at the end of the road.

He has been wailing since early in the morning.

I hope he is not hurt somewhere.
But if he is, I hope someone will help him.

"I'll teach you how to play this if you cancel the marathon."

All I wanted was to break your walls

#thisishillarioussss #LOLOLOL

Ahhaha.

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By the way, for a random note, I sleep like a:

1) Starfish.
2) Yearner.
3) Soldier.

: 27th September 2013.

: 11.15 p.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: I have been talking about the classes a lot these few days. I need a breakaway.

Nobuta wo Produce.

It's over, it's over, so baby goodbye

I am not a fan of Lee Hi, but I find this MV quite cute.

Or to be more specific, I find the Blue Bear to be annoyingly cute.

Can I have you Mr. Blue Bear?

Pwetty pweaseeeee.

: 7th March 2013.

: 11.54 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Suddenly I feel I am out of love.

I guess I need to find a good manga to read.

White T-shirt. White= Shiro.

Ready, Steady, Go [L'Arc En Ciel]

Alert: 

Only those who watch Japanese shows are encouraged to continue reading this post. If not, please scroll down.

Hello otakus, 

It's been a while since we last talked about Japanese drama, J-rock bands, anime OST, anime series, manga and games. For your information, I watched GANTZ live-action movie last week. To tell you the truth, I think that Kazunari Ninomiya's face is too cute to be Kurono. But never mind, at least his cute face makes me watched the whole two movies despite the blood, the gruesome killings and the ugly looking suit. Well, that's live action for you. I think I better stop comparing manga and live action or else...disappointment will arise. Stop comparing. Just stop comparing.

By the way, I watched this KAT-TUN variety show because I felt like to. I never really follow KAT-TUN, but I kinda have a soft spot for Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin. But after watching the episode above, I started to pay more attention to Nakamaru. He has that pitiful look despite his cheeky smiles. Muka kesian orang kata ahhaha. Oh yeah, I had watched this episode when I was in the U.K. My friend's friend in Birmingham showed this to us and when I watched this again last night, the white winter memories came flooding in. How I miss winter. 

: 25th February 2013.

: 10.50 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: One of my dear friends posted an anime OST on my Facebook wall.

...and build a lego house.

When things go wrong we can knock it down [Lego House, Ed Sheeran]

And it's dark in a cold December,

but I've got ya to keep me warm

and if you're broke I'll mend ya

and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

and of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

: 5th December 2012.

: 10.04 a.m.

: Penang, Malaysia.

: And those who were seen dancing, were thought to be insane 

by those who could not hear the music.

S.O.S.

This is the reality now.

Let us not be ignorant.

Let us pray for everyone.

: 26th November 2012.

: 05.54 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: It's not about being a hero, it's about helping others in need.

What you see isn't everything.

They say love is blind, oh baby you're so blind

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Enough of Oppa Gangnam Style, people. Music is not only that. This is music. 

Ohhhh, Mr Gee D~ *melting* 

Okay, I'm being biased, but hey, you can't blame me. 

I haven't watch any videos of him for months okay.

: 1st September 2012.

: 11.58 p.m.

: Malaysia.

: Heavy rain, windy night with an 'ayu' knight under a cute Korean umbrella.

Where to, miss? Hyun Bin's side.

That man cries as he smiles

I have replayed this song for quite some time (since yesterday, to be honest with). At first, I thought it was because one of my friends kept singing it when I met her until it was stuck in my head. But just now, I realised that it was not the case. 

I keep listening to this song because I feel pathetic, just like that man in the song. 

What I need the most at this very moment is shown from minute 4:05 to 4:08 in this video.

: 13th May 2012.

: 11.11 p.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Benarlah apa hang cakap, bila kita sedih,
kita tend untuk dengar lagu sedih. *sigh

Main Hoon Na means I am here.

I'll spin you around, won't let you fall down

May is approaching.

And of all the things that I miss,
I think I miss my cats.

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"And if anyone puts his trust in God, sufficient is God for him."

(Surah At-Talaq, 65: 3)

: 29th April 2012.

: 05.40 p.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: It's been raining these past few days.

I hope it won't be forever raining inside your heart.

Paradigm. How we look at things.

Just when I was about to close all the tabs, I came across this video.

May everyone's tomorrow is better than today.

Enjoy your break, and may Allah keep all of you under His blessings.

: 2nd April 2012.

: 00.45 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: When you are alone, you'll miss the noise of the crowd.
And their presence. Well, especially at this kind of time.
I heard something. Hello, is there someone down there? Ah haaa.

Le Ballon rouge.

Le Ballon rouge.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h483u_HQxns&feature=related

Le Ballon rouge is a 1956 fantasy short film, directed by French filmmaker Albert Lamorisse.

"Pascal, a young Parisian boy, retrieves a red balloon tied to a lamppost,
only to discover that it seems to have a mind and personality of its own.
At times the balloon follows him around like a loyal dog, at others like a teasing best friend.
The two form an almost inseparable bond, one that only an uncaring world would dare to break."


Oh, this film is so simple yet touching. 

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My Red Balloon.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVU5TCwG_ZE&feature=related

"7 years together. Red balloons. Red ocean."

Happy anniversary, 
TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki.

: 26th December 2010.

: 06.12 p.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

:  Even though my favourite colour is actually yellow, I just love red balloon. 
By the way, the title is in French which means; The Red Balloon.