So, how's fasting so far?

[Watching MBC Omar Series Episode 3]

"To fast is to say, 'Dear God, I love food. I love drinks. I love to fulfill my desire. But I love You more. So I give up what I love for what You love."

-Yasmin Mogahed

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He (Jacob) said: I only complain of my grief and sorrow to Allah, 

and I know from Allah what you do not know.

[12: 86]

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"Subhanallahi wa bi hamdihi, subhanallahil-'azim"

"How perfect Allah is and I praise Him; 

and How perfect Allah is the Most Great."

: 16th June 2016.

: 8.11 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Today, let us learn a little bit of sirah okay?

Let me fangirl for a while.

Why did you come? 
Where were you?

It seems like it’s a bit late 
but we finally meet

Do you believe in love?

Is this fate?

I keep hearing sweet words

You’re smiling in front of me,

I tightly hold your hand next to you

I look at you with eyes overflowing with love

A song automatically comes out

with my especially light steps. 
Is it because

it resembles you? 
This melody is beautiful

Why do I keep smiling?

Why do I keep looking at my phone?

People around me keep saying that I changed

Why am I like this?

Why do I keep thinking of you?

I guess the love I dreamed of is you

Why did you come now?

Why Did You Come Now- I Hear Your Voice OST [Jung Yup]

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Seriously, what should I do to keep him away from my heart?

I feel like keeping him in my pocket. Aishhh.

This is getting out of hand now.

: 7th November 2015.

: 10.30 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: How can he look so cute when he is at the same age as me?
And how can he just enter my heart without my permission?
I guess I am crazy now. I should get a grip of my life.

Asu wa kuru kara.

When the rain falls, I'll be the umbrella that covers you

When the wind blows, I'll be the wall that shields you

And however deep the dark of night,

Tomorrow will surely come

I want to tell only you

That tomorrow will surely come

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You have remained the child, always joking around and cheering everyone up with your personality, full of humility, looking at life positively, full of opportunities and no regrets.

You have remained the strong man, living through so many obstacles, so many troubles, but have continued to live with passion in everything you do, putting on the brightest, fatal smile and making your loud, obnoxious laugh heard in the darkest of times.

Happy birthday, dear cute dolphin boy.

: 15th December 2011.

: 02.50 a.m.

: Plymouth, U.K.

: Hanataba? Habatana? Tanabata?
Oh, need to watch that again.

I want to protect you.

"It's alright"
Even with just those words
If I could embrace your uneasy nights
Until the time you fall asleep
I will just become a blanket and hug you


From the time that humans are born　
Everyone would have used the same pair of small hands to cry
That's why it is fine to remain like that


Because I want to protect you, because I want to keep protecting you
I am here, I would like you to believe that
Because it is alright to cry when you feel like crying
It is ok to not pretend to be strong and to not endure.


Because I want to protect you, because I want to protect you even more
The things that I can do, I would like you to tell me
In order for you to be able to smile at all times
I will prepare a warm place
Because I love you~


You will be able to do it again, even for a few times
Do not be afraid of the things which do not go smoothly
As much as the many times that you were hurt　
You will be able to strongly greet a gentle tomorrow


In order to take a trip during our life
There will also be times where we backtrack while losing our way
But the path has been found.


Because I want to protect you, because I want to keep protecting you
I am here, I would like you to believe that
It is ok even if you come to a stop, it is ok even if you lose
My feelings for you will not change


Because I want to protect you, because I want to protect all of you
I would like you to support my loneliness too
Don't forget, I am here as your friend
Even on rainy days, even when we can't meet from far
Because I love you~


For the eclipsed moon to be full again
For the rainbow to appear when the rain has stopped
Even sadness will someday become a shining star
We will be joint to hope, shining star


Because I want to protect you, because I want to keep protecting you
I am here, I would like you to believe that
Because it is alright to cry when you feel like crying
It is ok to not pretend to be strong and to not endure


Because I want to protect you, because I want to protect you even more
The things that I can do, I would like you to tell me
In order for you to be able to smile at all times
I will prepare a warm place
baby you have all my love, no matter when　
I will keep looking at you. 
Because I love you~

Serenade.

Both hands tremble... as I remembered the cold memories of love

Now it is getting weirder
I don't wish to reject you, but I just know that...
No matter how close we are
I know that I can't love you anymore
I can't miss you... Waiting for you makes me tired
I can't endure anymore, and I can't take it

The name I loved once in this life 

Has becoming further and further away from me 

I am writing your name on a paper,

 and forever kept it in my heart 

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

 Love that can't be together can also be known as LOVE 

I can't handle the love memories and feelings alone
I can't start this, I can only miss you secretly in my heart
My heart only left your body fragrance that I missed and always loved

The name I loved once in this life 

Has becoming further and further away from me

 I am writing your name on a paper, 

and forever kept it in my heart 

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

 Love that can't be together can also be known as LOVE 

Thousands of times remembering the first time our eyes met
And stolen an edge of my heart without noticing

The name I loved once in this life 

Has becoming further and further away from me

 I am writing your name on a paper, 

and forever kept it in my heart 

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

 Love that can't be together can also be known as LOVE