To understand people, you must try to hear...

Dan apa yang kau mahukan dariku

[taken from somewhere in tumblr]

...what they are not saying, 

what they perhaps will never be able to say.

: 29th March 2013.

: 11.00 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Tonight, I'm going to finish all the episodes of this typical romantic Malay drama series.

This is so not me but who cares. I have the right to watch anything I want ahhaha.

How submarines work.

Putih putih melati, merah merah delima

Most people don't appreciate little things anymore

That make us feel amazing

Like walking under the bright stars

Like drinking a warm drink at night

Like eating an ice cream on a sunny day

Like watching the clouds on a bright sky

And like telling others they are loved.

: 14th March 2013.

: 11.40 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: People keep complaining, but do they ever actually listen to my complaints for once?

Lesson Compilation Part 1.

I keep on fallin'

Lesson 1

Teacher    : *paste a picture of grass on the board* This is grass. Where can you find this grass?
Student A : Noooooo!
Teacher    : Where can you find the grass?
Student A : Yessssss!
Teacher    : I said Where! Kat mana!
Student A : *dumbfounded but still smiling though*

Lesson 3

Teacher    : Student A, have you finished?
Student A : Yessssss!
Teacher    : *goes to Student A's table and looks at the work*
Student A : *smiling yet nothing is written*
Teacher    : (=_=)

Lesson 8

Teacher    : Class, have you finished?
Class        : Yesssssss!
Student A : Teacher!
Teacher    : Yes?
Student A : *shows the work and smiles*
Teacher    : *smiles* Good! Kan boleh tuh.

[This class is the second last class in Form 2; in a school somewhere near the beach. ]

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Childhood is not a race to see

how quickly a child can read, write and count.

Childhood is a small window of time

to learn and develop at the pace

that is right for each individual child.

: 11th March 2013.

: 10.42 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Honestly, I have this love-hate relationship with my students.

Randomness overload.

The party don't start till I walk in

Do you ever just feel so awkward when you buy something and pay in cash and the cashier gives you the change back but you take a few seconds to put the money in your wallet and you can feel the world is judging you from afar.

Have you ever felt so much embarrassed when you overtake the person you find cute and suddenly your engine car stop and there you are in the middle of the road struggling to start the engine but you forget that your car is manual and you have to free the gear first and start the engine then only change to gear 1 but heyy the cute person's car is just behind you. 

If you can’t handle me when I’m at my tsundere you don’t deserve me at my kawaii.

Have you ever caught someone staring at you and wondered what they’re thinking about like if it’s something positive or negative if it’s a passing thought or a long internal string of things if they’re even thinking about you at all or you just happen to be in the line of sight while their mind drifts off about something completely unrelated. 

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Person 1: I can draw really well
Person 2: I'm really athletic
Person 3: I write really well
Person 4: I'm gorgeous
Person 5: I'm hilarious and likable
Person 6: I can dance really well
Me: I can breathe
Me: *chokes*

: 10th March 2013.

: 11.05 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Just a random conversation with a random person. Or two? 

Seishun Amigo.

Seishun Amigo, Kame & Yamapi

“Don’t make a promise you don’t intend to fulfill.”

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“If you were alive, you will have some terrible days, and also some wonderful days. 

That’s what life is.”

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“Right now, the person’s hand that you hold, the chance of meeting that person is like a miracle. 

Even when you go into the light, don’t let go of that hand.”

: 8th March 2013.

: 03.15 a.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: I just love how the characters can talk straight to my heart.

Nobuta wo Produce.

It's over, it's over, so baby goodbye

I am not a fan of Lee Hi, but I find this MV quite cute.

Or to be more specific, I find the Blue Bear to be annoyingly cute.

Can I have you Mr. Blue Bear?

Pwetty pweaseeeee.

: 7th March 2013.

: 11.54 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Suddenly I feel I am out of love.

I guess I need to find a good manga to read.

How can I begin anything new with all of yesterday in me?

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Just because someone you love doesn't treat you right

doesn't mean you need to push everyone who always be there for you.

Just because someone you love doesn't truly love you back,

doesn't mean you need to stop anyone

from loving you and cherish you in their life.

If people are meant to be there for each other,

they will be.

Well, The Almighty has set up that

everyone deserves happiness.

All we need is to learn to appreciate.

: 2nd March 2013.

: 11.45 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Dear you, this is for you.

So I buried the words, and let them hurt me.

I wonder if you remember it too? [Gomen ne, Yamashita Tomohisa]

"It was strange how your brain could know what your heart refused to accept.'

[J.K. Rowling, The Casual Vacancy]

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There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand words 

and still not understand you.

And there are others who will understand 

without you even speaking a word.

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It has been raining a lot these few days.

Thank God for a bright day today.

: 1st March 2013.

: 05.27 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Last night, I revisited my past.