This is my new beginning.

"Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. Who understands you even in madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love."

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Life becomes more meaningful when you realise the simple fact that you'll never get the same moment twice.

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Here, I would like to tell all of you, my dearest friends that I am finally married to a wonderful man whom I love. Truth to be told, this whole journey to where we are now is never a smooth sailing one. But, alhamdulillah, thank to Allah, we finally made it to where we are now. This is only the beginning; the journey is quite long for both of us. With that, I hope all of you can pray for us. InsyaAllah, God willing, all those prayers will come back to you. 

As for my dear friends who came all the way (from all over Malaysia) to celebrate the day with us, we can't thank you enough. I know it's not easy to plan your holiday, to book a place to stay, to sacrifice your other plans and to drive a loooooooong distance just to celebrate my event. I pray that, with every sweat, penny and effort that you guys put to make this day meaningful for me and my spouse, will be paid with more blessings from Him. Do know that your presence means a loooooot to me. Thanks for loving me this much. May Allah love you even more and may our friendship will be blessed by Him. Thank you dear friends. I hope we will continue meeting each other even if it's once in a blue moon. Ehhe.

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:28th March 2018.

: 4.00 p.m.

: Malacca, Malaysia.

: Have I told you that I got a transfer to Malacca early this year?

That I am no longer teaching in Jeli?

Please pray for me at this new school okay? 

Less than a month now.

Bagi semua yang dirancang tak kesampaian,

yakinlah Allah sedang menyimpan sesuatu yang lebih berharga 

untuk dihadiahkan di hari kemudian.

Kita merancang dengan cita-cita,

Allah selamanya merancang dengan cinta.

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If Allah brings you to it,

He will bring you through it.

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If you ask me what do I feel right now, trust me, I don't even know what do I really feel. It's like, oh well, how should I put it, erm it's like you are waiting for a trip to a place you've been dreaming of and the day for the trip is finally around the corner. You are so excited to go, but at the same time you are busy with the preparation. You are spending your time checking the places to go, you are booking your accommodation, you are google-ing for the places to eat, you are reading reviews of the places, you are trying hard to save the money, you are making sure all the tickets are there, fuhh the list goes on and on. At times, suddenly you feel nervous and scared of all kind of bad things that might happen. That is why when you ask me what do I feel, I just don't know what to feel and what to say.

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, things won't go smoothly without the help of many beautiful souls in my life. Oh, what did I do to deserve them all. And when a few of my friends told me that they would come to my important day even though they are from Penang, I just couldn't thank them enough. I'm more than touched for their willingness to drive all the way and spend a night in Malacca just for my day. Only Allah can repay all of you. And, may Allah grant all of you all the happiness you deserve.

As for now, let me take my time with all the sports stuff in the school. These days are getting hotter and hotter. Fuhh, I'm pretty sure I will get sunburn sooner or later. Oh well, never mind. As long as all my beloved ones are happy and healthy when the day comes, I will be more than happy.

Please pray for me, okay? 

: 28th February 2018.

: Malacca, Malaysia.

: Let's hope that the Sports Day will over soon.