We are all monsters.

If I tell you “it’s alright”

I know that they’re only words [Lee Hi]

My dear,

I am sorry I should have noticed it earlier, with the deep quotes you shared and the black and white photos you posted. I agree, it isn't always flowers on days and all stars at night. There will be times for heavy rain on days and dark sky at night. I know, and I completely understand how dark and lonely it is at your side. But my dear, I am here whenever you feel like pouring all your dark thoughts. Because, you were there when all I saw was darkness. 

I care about you so much I hope better days are coming to you. Please eat well. 

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Why depression is hard to understand.

It is invisible.

It is not 'feeling a bit sad.'

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: 23rd April 2016.

: 8.15 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I believe we should meet so that I can give you a warm hug.

And maybe we can sing loudly in the car like we used to years ago.

That was definitely the most stress-free time of our life.

I will just smile widely today.

When you say nothing at all [Ronan Keating]

"Look at yourself as a colour. You may not be everybody's favourite colour but believe me, one day you will meet someone who needs you to complete his picture."

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"You don't need to promise me the moon and the stars,

just promise me you will stand under them with me forever."

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My exact question, almost every single day of my life (now). Ahha.

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Just before I rushed to that Form 1 class, the school clerk told me there was a parcel for me. I was clueless as I told her that as far as I could remember, I didn't even buy anything online or ask my mother to post me things. So, after I got back from that class, I went straight to the office.

The moment I saw the name on the parcel, I smiled. Aishh, why did you take my words seriously? Ahhaa. If that isn't sweet, I don't know what is. Thanks, dear. I don't think I deserve such sweet gesture from anyone; especially from you. Thanks, I really like it. May Allah shower you with more blessings for such kind gesture :)

: 10th April 2016.

: 11.57 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I found my mouth saying to other people the words I should tell to myself.

The Martian.

I will surviveeeeee

"Hey there, buddy."

Of all the scenes in 'The Martian', this struck me the most. For those who haven't watched 'The Martian' yet, I suggest you to go and watch it. 

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I don't want to go to school tomorrow aaaaaaaa.

: 9th April 2016.

: 10.50 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I have this one wish. Aaaaaa.