Farewell doesn't treat me good.

Today is literally the last day of my practicum. So many things going on and on and on and here I am, feeling miserable and sad and all I can think of is; farewell doesn't treat me that good this time.

Oh well, I should be grateful I know. There's always a hikmah behind everything. Like a lesson, or maybe you know, next time I should plan properly, or maybe I should not expect too much. Oh well, this kind of things. Hey, that's the hikmah!

Hurm, before I start gearing up and you know, sit down and let it all go, please let me just stand and stare blankly for a while. In other words, let me adjust my feelings and you know, my spirit. Just give me a pat on my shoulder though, because whatever happened, I have finally completed my practicum.

All praise to the Almighty.

: 25th April 2013.

: 10.15 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: Say alhamdulillah, dear comrades. We've made it! :)

Randomness to the max.

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

"It's okay to be silly, sometimes."

"I shed a few tears the moment I reached the top."

(Mr. Tall Lecturer, 23rd April 2013)

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This whole practicum period is about to end soon. My feelings? I don't know. But one thing I know, I surely will miss this whole practicum moments, be it stressful, or happy.  

My students? They will occupy a big space in my heart, for they are my first bunch of students; no matter how naughty or childish they are. 

Oh, can't believe I'm saying all this. Better stop before things getting more emotional. Ahha.

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"I heard you did the selca thingy with someone, Mr. Tall Lecturer." 

"Oh, like this?" (while getting the camera out and direct it at our faces) 

"Here? Now? Oh well, why not."

: 23rd April 2013.

: 11.30 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: "I believe I can fly", said the fat cat. Hey, nothing is impossible!

The end is just around the corner. Or is it the beginning?

One way or another

For those who are with me in this tough month, keep marching on! 

Or should I say, keep crawling on?

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Sometimes, it is not the whole lot bunch of work that makes one's soul so drained.
Sometimes it is just the way people around you makes you feel.

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This is the time where people start complaining, comparing and draining their own souls.

Sorry if I did one of those. And dear friends, let's start supporting.

: 20th April 2013.

: 11.35 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: I see it coming.

You are now a million steps ahead.

I will fight till forever

The truth is, I am envious of you. But despite that, I am extremely happy for you. It has been a dream of you, her, me, them and us all. Even though that dream was a patch of our old memories, still, it was and still is our dream. Take care there. I am proud of you. May Allah protect you. In case anything, do know that our prayers are with you.

: 16th April 2013.

: 11.40 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: I am the type of friend who does not keep in touch much, 

yet still remembers and prays that you still remember me.

Disturbance.

Too hot. Hot. Hot. Heat. Hot. 

Scorching hot. Grumbling stomach. Puzzling brain. 

: 6th April 2013.

: 06.45 p.m.

: Kelantan, Malaysia.

: People keep mentioning it, but I never tried Snogurt before.

I feel like a burden. Like a loser. 

Probably because it is too hot.