Feeling down? Find your eye candy. Eh.

Overdose [EXO]

Things are getting tougher these days. As I am writing this, the light in my room is blinking. Non-stop. My head hurts after going to the Physics workshop for hours. My stomach is grumbling but I can't eat in the dark. My patience is wearing thin. Urgh. 

Even so, there are still many good things happening in my life. For example, this cutie pie that I've been looking at for a couple of days. 

Meet my very own Hitsugaya Toushiro in person. The one with blonde coloured hair.

Oh well, at least for me he looks like Hitsugaya. He he he he he *creepy laugh*

I think that maknae really looks like this guys, ahahahahahha *laugh crazily*  Oh nooo, what has Physics done to me? Ohh nooo. Someone please save meeeeeee.

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"Knowing 

your own darkness

is the best method 

for dealing with

the darknesses 

of other people." 

-Carl Jung

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: 24th February 2015.

: 8.45 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Someone said I need a 'penyejuk hati'.

I know she meant a person as penyejuk hati.

But all I can think is an air-conditioned room.

Aha aha aha aha ahaaa *awkward laugh*

Too many things to do. So little time.

More Than This [ Norah Jones ]

I think people forget

that sometimes the person

who tries to fix everyone

needs fixing 

too.

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Talk to yourself

like you would

to someone 

you love.

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What a wonderful thought that

some of the best days

of our lives

haven't even

happened yet.

: 15th February 2015.

: 6.10 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: If you say being a teacher is easy,

try being me for a day

and tell me about it.

The Perks of Being Single.

Geek In The Pink [Jason Mraz]

Why You Need To Know Your Own Soul 

Before You Look For A Soulmate

I’m a firm believer you can’t have a meaningful relationship with someone until you’ve had one with yourself. And you can’t possibly have one with yourself if you’re always dating someone else.

That’s why when you see people who are single, you shouldn’t think of them as alone, but as if they are in an intense and meaningful relationship with themselves.

If you don’t absolutely love the person you’re left with, then you’re truly alone. You’re not ready for a real relationship until you’ve reached one with yourself.

You’re not looking for someone to complete you, 

but complement you.

You complete yourself. You know who you are and what makes you happy. You find your happiness in your love for yourself, not someone else.

You know your soulmate will add to your life, but won’t ever make your life. You found your purpose long ago and no one can ever take that away from you or replace it.

You’re completely and absolutely in love with the only person who matters and your soulmate will just complement that love.

Your goals are for yourself, 

not about someone else.

Loving yourself means having real goals, not just relationship ones. Your relationship with yourself is enough and the only thing you’re working toward is the kind of work to fulfill and sustain you for the rest of your life.

Unlike the relationships so many strive for, you’ve found a relationship within yourself and are working toward something to complete you in another way.

You already know who you are, 

so you aren’t trying to be someone else.

Most relationships aren’t real because the people in them aren’t. Too many men and women refuse to take the time to get to know themselves and instead just become copies of people they think they need to be.

They pick up personalities and personas, usually realizing too late they don’t even like the people they’re pretending to be.

When you’ve spent enough time alone, you know who you are and who you’ll never be. You’re free to enter a relationship without the danger of losing yourself.

extract taken from: http://elitedaily.com/dating/need-know-soul-look-soulmate/936336/

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The biggest mistake one can make is
losing yourself in the process of
valuing someone too much
and forgetting you are special too.

: 14th February 2015.

: 4.50 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I think my problem is; I am too comfortable being single.

Everyone around me is worried for me,

but I just feel comfortable with my life now.
Is that even a problem?

Choi Dal Po.

And if you really need me, you gotta gotta got to love me harder

“A new experience can be extremely pleasurable, or extremely irritating, or somewhere in between, and you never know until you try it out.” 

― Lemony Snicket, The Blank Book

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I was the MC for today's event. Due to some distractions and my nervousness, I unintentionally said "the school's target is 8Bs" instead of 8As. Opps. A slip of tongue. I couldn't take back my words. Ahha. Ahha. Ahha.

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Literally me.

Oh, not the overnight part.

The shoulder part.

My shoulder feels so stiff and painful these few days.

I blame the workload.

: 5th February 2015.

: 7.30 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I am currently watching a Korean drama series.

The problem is; I managed to get only 7 episodes of the series.

I don't think I can stand not knowing what will happen for the next 13 episodes.

Holidays, please come faster. I need to get hold of the remaining episodes.

Thanks for being here with me, lil bro.

Andai pastinya ku tahu

“Love begins at home and it is not how much we do, but how much love we put into that action. We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty.”

 - Mother Teresa

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“It's a commonly expressed and rather nice, romantic notion that we are all "sisters" and "brothers."

Let's be real. Fact is, we might be better served to accept that we are all siblings. 

Siblings fight, pull each other's hair, steal stuff, and accuse each other indiscriminately. 

But siblings also know the undeniable fact that they are the same blood, share the same origins, and are family. 

Even when they hate each other. 

And that tends to put all things in perspective.”

― Vera Nazarian, The Perpetual Calendar of Inspiration

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One of my brothers is here with me in Jeli. I know I never show this to him; but I feel totally at ease and loved by his presence. Though all he knows is just watching movies and eat (for there is nothing else to do here in Jeli), I seriously feel blessed having him by my side. 

Thank you, dear bro.

Okay. I feel like crying typing this. I should stop ahha.

: 1st February 2015.

: 4.40 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: I love my siblings all the same.