Rainy days = Quality sleep.

Other Side of the World [Kt Tunstal]

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Perhaps the most important thing we bring to another person is the silence in us, not the sort of silence that is filled with unspoken criticism or hard withdrawal. The sort of silence that is a place of refuge, of rest, of acceptance of someone as they are. We are all hungry for this other silence. It is hard to find. In its presence we can remember something beyond the moment, a strength on which to build a life. Silence is a place of great power and healing.

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Don't wait for anybody to complete you.

: 15th November 2014.

: 11.15 a.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: A funny person left an impression on a rainy day. 

See, now I'm smiling.

My book crush 1: Peeta Mellark.

Across the Universe [Fiona Apple]

“You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real," he whispers. 

"Real," I answer. "Because that's what you and I do, protect each other.”  

― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

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“That what I need to survive is not Gale's fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire myself. What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that.” 

So after, when he whispers, "You love me. Real or not real?" I tell him "Real.” 

― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

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I have been reading The Hunger Games trilogy these past few days. Actually, I have read errrrrr like a third of the first book; Hunger Games loooonggg time ago but since work and other things had me preoccupied, I forgot to continue reading the book.

After I suddenly remembered about Peeta Mellark last Thursday (oh well, I don't know why my brain suddenly thought about Peeta Mellark), I decided to spend my free time (yeah, free la sangat kan), reading the book. Oh my, after I finished reading both Hunger Games and Catching Fire, I think I have a crush on Peeta Mellark more than any other fictional characters that I have read so far. This is bad. This is bad.

: 8th November 2014.

: 8.35 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: My housemate has finally got her 'baby'~

His name is Alex James Wilson. He he he.

Can't wait to see the baby.

Windy Wednesday.

Follow Through

taken from tumblr

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There was something about the wind today that made my eyes teary.

: 5th November 2014.

: 9.10 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Sometimes people can be too much.

And most of the time, they don't even care.

My heart shattered into pieces today.

Iman adalah mutiara, di dalam hati manusia

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“The first step to loving yourself

begins with the words,

‘I matter.’ 

You deserve to occupy space.

You deserve to stand up for yourself

and claim your right to happiness.

You deserve to be here,

just as much as

anyone else.” 

— Tina Tran, Self care 

: 2nd November 2014.

: 4.00 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: A teacher announced to the whole staff room that I didn't conduct the English camp

while I was actually photocopying things for the students in the office.

I didn't know about that and entered the class as planned. I even saw her passed by my class.

But later, when I knew about what she did earlier, my heart shattered into pieces.

I did conduct the class and she saw me. How could she?

And how would she be able to undo what others think of me, after this?