The Cheshire Cat, The White Rabbit and Poor Alice.

The monsters running wild inside of me

"But I don’t want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.

"Oh, you can’t help that," said the Cat: "we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad."

"How do you know I’m mad?" said Alice.

"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn’t have come here." 

― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

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I think I might have ran out of patience.

Please save me.

Oh Allah, please guide me.

: 7th May 2016.

: 8.22 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Why am I getting more sensitive day by day?

Where does my patience go?

Dangshin.

Breathe [Lee Hi]

"Writing is an intellect's way of bleeding."

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"If you feed to the body junk, the body deteriorates. Same goes with the mind. Junk goes in, junk goes out. You control what goes in."

-Aiman Azlan.

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"You are most powerful when you are most silent. People never expect silence. They expect words, motion, defense, offense, back and forth. They expect to leap into the fray. They are ready, fists up, words hanging leaping from their mouths. Silence? No."

-Alison McGhee, All Rivers Flow to The Sea

: 2nd May 2016.

: 9.55 p.m.

: Jeli, Kelantan.

: Sometimes, it feels tiring to be the one who initiates a conversation.

Can I not talk to people at certain times?