Forgotten Season.

"Pesan Lukmanul Hakim: 

Wahai anakku, bukanlah suatu kebaikan namanya

 bilamana engkau selalu mencari ilmu tetapi tidak pernah mengamalkannya, 

kerana ia tidak ubah seperti orang yang mencari kayu api, 

tetapi setelah banyak, dia tidak mampu memikulnya, 

padahal dia masih mahu menambahkannya."

[31st October 2008, 17:54 p.m.]

This is your last message to me.

I still keep it no matter how sad I feel when I read it again.

Until now, I just can't get over the fact that

I never had the chance to properly say 'thank you' to you.

But, no matter how desperately I want to,

you are no longer here. 

You just don't know how painful I feel.

Now, after a year, I guess, I should let it go, 
shouldn't I?

Thank you for everything. 

May Allah bless your soul.

Thank you.

Al-Fatihah.

: Clouds remind me of you.
Until we meet again.