Where are you? Do you know my heart? [Hello Goodbye, Hyorin]
"We are nothing but a paradox;
both our thoughts and actions contradict most of the times."
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- I was supposed to start my journey around 2.30 p.m, however, I overslept. I woke up around 2 p.m.
- Throughout the journey to Kota Bharu, it was raining.
- I used the second road and it was a good decision.
- I forgot how to go to Tesco. I decided to follow a bus and reached Tesco in no time. Alhamdulillah.
- There were a lot of cars near Tesco. Thank God I managed to get a parking lot.
- My dear friend and I bought a pair of baju kurung each. It was definitely affordable and cute; worth both our time and money.
- We watched a horror (?) drama series on TV. I ended up watching videos of a cute namja before sleep.
- The breakfast was so limited. We had to eat another meal in KB Mall.
- She bought two cute minion cups as the wedding gift for the groom and bride.
- The traffic jam was so bad. So did my mood. In fact, my mood was worse than the traffic jam.
- The road was so narrow. I felt suffocated.
- The groom was happy to see my dear friend; his old classmate. They talked of old times for such a brief moment. Such interaction melted my anger away.
- We rushed to the bus station. Thank God I still remember the way.
- We managed to arrive there in the nick of time.
- I had to go through the same traffic jam, alone.
- Listening to old songs made me think a lot.
- Reached around 5 p.m. and the first thing I did was to check the food in the fridge.
- I cooked chicken soup for the soul. Eh, chicken soup only.
- I continued to watch Episode 13 of You Who Came from the Star. Kim Soo Hyun was such a complicated human being, opps, my bad. A complicated alien.
- I had to be brutally, and bluntly honest.
- I called my dearest friend just to hear her voice. May Allah bless you, dear beautiful soul.
- Now I have to sort out my thoughts by writing everything down.
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"If you don't have good intentions, please just leave me alone.
I'm tired."
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Somebody asked me yesterday if I'm looking for love,
I said no, I'm looking for happiness....
but I want love to find me.
: 24th January 2016.
: 12.45 a.m.
: Jeli, Kelantan.
: I want to stop thinking about this type of thing.
