Monday, 18 January 2010

I can't think!


I just can't think straight these few days.
I just don't know why.
Something is bothering me.
And it doesn't feel right.
My heart is not at peace.
I don't even know my own heart.
I don't even recognise it's voice.
When I think again, I think I know why.
I seek others before Him.
I think of others more than Him.
Oh God, please forgive me.
And please give me strength.



"Ingatlah bahawa dengan mengingati Allah sahaja hati-hati akan menjadi tenang."



: 18th January 2010.
: 01.23 p.m.
: Plymouth, U.K.
: I just can't think. Oh God, help me. Only YOU can help me.